Até Demônios Choram - Meliodas (Nanatsu no Taizai)

A past condemns me and still haunts me
And I don't know what to do
The other me is happy when someone else gets hurt
And I wonder why?

Maybe there's something wrong with me
Maybe it would be better if I died
Maybe the demon inside me
Is more afraid of me than I am of him!

I abandoned that monster from the past
But that doesn't stop the consequences of the present
I bound myself and allied with sins
Leaving commandments and my family forever

I'm not better than them, I know
Maybe I'm more rotten than you all!
If I had talked, I think maybe
I could have avoided this, I know, I know!

This curse eats away at me!
I've thought about it all being in vain!
You always used to say: I know it hurts!
But be your best version!

I swear I tried, fought, failed
And in the darkest hour I searched
But when I saw your body, the blood on your face
I said to myself: I'm tired

(Liz, answer me!)
I wasn't able
(Liz)
What do I do now?
(Liz)
On that day it was proven
(Rise, please)
That even demons cry

Even awake I live in nightmares
There's something in me, something very bad
I'm lost within myself
And I don't know how I'll get out!

I tried to fight in every way, but it didn't work!
It hurts to face the mirror and not know who I am?
It's a cycle of pain
A cycle of pain

Today I'm unable to look into the eyes of those I love the most
After all, I know
It's impossible to recognize
The monster I've become

Do you think I don't realize?
Do you think I don't see how much I'm losing myself?
The only ones who always accepted me as I was
No longer recognize all this anguish inside me!

I'm in a dilemma because I don't want to become
But if I don't go back to who I was
How can I save you?
I can't go back anymore!
Your smile shows me a heaven
That I'm not allowed to enter!

I beg you, don't try to find me
Because you won't like what you'll find

Even awake I live in nightmares
There's something in me, something very bad
I'm lost within myself
And I don't know how I'll get out!

I tried to fight in every way, but it didn't work!
It hurts to face the mirror and not know who I am?
It's a cycle of pain
A cycle of pain