Caso Perdido

I can't keep blaming anymore
The others for all my bad choices
I'm a lost cause

I swear I try to avoid confusion
But she's inside me
I'm a lost cause

My ego is very fragile
I am very insecure
I change in my mind
What really happened

I want someone I admire
Someone who is big
But that someone can't find
That he is bigger than me

I need to stop trying to fool myself
To get lost
Sabotage me
I need to stop trying to fool myself
To distort what I want to find

But every time I see a guy
With a face that says you can fuck me
I fall in love right away
Even knowing how it will be

What kind of love is this?
I swear I'm trying to change (I'm a lost cause)
I don't want to have to compete anymore
With the one I should love (it always turns out this way)
I'm a lost cause

My ego is very fragile
I am very insecure
I change in my mind
What really happened

I want someone I admire
Someone who is big
But that someone can't find
That he is bigger than me

I need to stop trying to fool myself
To get lost
Sabotage me
I need to stop trying to fool myself
To distort what I want to find

But every time I see a guy
With a face that says you can fuck me
I fall in love right away
Even knowing how it will be

I know it's my fault
You are so arrogant that you never understood
I won't let you win
Because even the merit of breaking myself is mine

My therapist always says that
What I think of others
Says a lot more about me
And I thought you were so cool

Is that I need to stop trying to fool myself
To get lost
Sabotage me
I need to stop trying to fool myself
To distort what I want to find