Conflitos Internos (part. Swegvxx)

I prefer endings to new beginnings
Sometimes a period is better than a comma
You don't want someone kissing your mouth
You want someone who will listen to what comes out of her
That's profound
But the more I swim
But I sink deeper
Sadness in the past
And waiting for the future
Thinking of all this as the reason for everything
But they say worrying doesn't help much

Why insist on something that won't work?
Is it about ego?
I don't think it's worth being so blind
Living for the moment doesn't seem so right after all
From the water you drink
I walk straight past
Ignoring everything and everyone
But that's uncertain
Don't assume that everything I say is correct
But don't ignore the message I want to convey
Be thankful that it happened
Don't cry because it's over

I prefer endings to new beginnings
Sometimes a period is better than a comma
You don't want someone kissing your mouth
You want someone who will listen to what comes out of her
That's profound
But the more I swim
But I sink deeper
Sadness in the past
And waiting for the future
Thinking of all this as the reason for everything
But they say worrying doesn't help much

I couldn't care less what people say about me
I went outside and started thinking
It's not a bad thing that will end for me
She's the main reason I keep going
If it's not me, no one will walk for me
I woke up in the middle of the night and started crying
Thinking about my life and how I'm going to continue
It's very difficult for me to express myself
But it's better to get it out than to keep dwelling on it
This feeling that just eats me up inside
Sometimes I stop and think
What have I done with my life?
But then I always remember that there is a way out
I'm still very young and I can try anything
Then I stand up, holding my shield
Ready and prepared for my departure
Entering into a confrontation with the lion of each day

I prefer endings to new beginnings
Sometimes a period is better than a comma
You don't want someone kissing your mouth
You want someone who will listen to what comes out of her
That's profound
But the more I swim
But I sink deeper
Sadness in the past
And waiting for the future
Thinking of all this as the reason for everything
But they say worrying doesn't help much