Lui Ou Toi

Where is 'HE'
When he leaves me
All life
Is far away

Where is 'HIM'
I love his manly voice
Without him 'HE' is nothing

'Him' is older
I wear his navy sweater
The water in his eyes
Is blue, a blue from the seas of China

'HE' is mysterious
In his stratosphere
Between the two, I wanted
Both

Chorus

I have in my heart like a weight
In my throat a thorn
For not making the choice
'HIM' or 'YOU'
The windows are wooden
And these killer rains
That flow deep within me
'HIM' or 'YOU'

Where is 'HE'?
When there's no one
The whole city goes dark

'YOU' and 'HIM'
My two halves of a man
Without them I
Am nothing

'HIM' is so strong
I laugh when he's bored
When he's wrong
There, I love him even more, he says:

That 'HE' is in love
Like water loves the wave
Me, without the two, I have a void
In the soul

I have in my heart like a weight
Tears of ink from China
Pointing at me
'HIM' or 'YOU'
Finding deep within me
Childish rounds
But the carousels
Are cold