Buenos Aires

In an apartment in Buenos Aires
Minus five degrees in the summer
Winter hasn't arrived yet, but I can already feel it

The people outside are happy
And I can't even sleep
Waiting for a flight that deep down I know will never take off

And if it were for one more second
Maybe I wouldn't wake up again
There's no turning back from those
I shouldn't be here

But here I am
Surrounded by smoke to stay alive
I forgive, but I don't forget all the time I lost
But here I am
In pieces, but alive
I forgive, but I don't forget all the time I gave you

How I wish I could go back to 2019
And undo a couple of decisions that now hurt me
Sometimes I want to turn back time
But it's not possible anymore
I know it's sunny outside
But inside it's raining

The people outside are happy
And I can't even sleep
Waiting for a flight that deep down I know will never take off

But here I am
Surrounded by smoke to stay alive
I forgive, but I don't forget all the time I lost
But here I am
In pieces, but alive
I forgive, but I don't forget all the time I gave you

And if it were for one more second
Maybe I wouldn't wake up again
There's no turning back from those
I shouldn't be here

But here I am
Surrounded by smoke to stay alive
I forgive, but I don't forget all the time I lost
But here I am
In pieces, but alive
I forgive, but I don't forget all the time I gave you