Acabé por llorar

I ended up crying my misfortune
embraced to your empty bed
and silently kissing your pillow
where you slept like a child.

Your memories were scattered
in the room of our loves
your perfume a cross and a rosary
and even a withered bouquet of flowers.

I'm afraid to think of my luck
today that I no longer have you in my arms
I could never learn to love you
and to bear my failures.

I wanted to make your life my kingdom
and in the end I have only been a tyrant
dragged you without thinking into the abyss
and your love slipped through my fingers.

Distance has broken my pride
and shattered my life into pieces
you left me a huge void
that I will never fill as long as I live.

I'm afraid to think of my luck
today that I no longer have you in my arms
I could never learn to love you
and to bear my failures.