Perda

On nights when I felt like I had no way out
I know you haven't abandoned me, but I feel so alone
I made a mistake, but I tried to heal
My fears are so wounded
Since you left, everything has lost its meaning

Now I cry and beg
One chance
Time
To show you everything I'm no longer afraid to feel
See the sweet, the sonorous
The sound of welcome
To accept that I wasn't worthy of having you here

I'm the same as when you left
But I had to learn how to find it
My path when my sleep vanished
My mind wouldn't stop screaming

And lately, I can't stand it
Seeing the same streets
And my words are not about us
I push myself through the pain to forget that, alone, I wasn't wise
Or kind
I find it so intolerable
The desire to want to live the before and after
And I'm too weak to admit that I wanted to say more
How much I love you
I miss you so much
But my time is up
And in it, the chance that was left behind
Shine wherever you are and send me signs

I'm crying my eyes out
I see and am enchanted
To get lost and drown in my words
Last pains of my soul
In the unfinished
Broad desires to live
Without caring about anything
Joke
If I love so much, why do resentments remain?
But I had the chance to live and I will cherish it
Why should I drown in pain?
If there are other waters
It wasn't much, but it was beautiful to see how much you loved me