Un Idiota

Hey my love
I know you changed your phone number
And even changed the color of your hair
Because you're starting a new life without me
You know, love, I hope you find all the happiness
That I dreamed of giving you
I couldn't do it, I beg you, forgive me

I know you left without knowing
Without listening, without understanding
That there's a poisoned dagger here in my chest
The harm is already done.. and

I know I don't deserve your forgiveness
That I hurt your heart
I'm a castaway in this sea of your abandonment
I can't even forgive myself.... and

I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you
I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you

I know you'll find another love
That gives you light, that gives you peace
That gives you everything I couldn't give you
I wish I could hug you, and
I know I don't deserve your forgiveness
That I hurt your heart
I'm a castaway in this sea of your abandonment
I can't even forgive myself.... and

I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you
I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you

I know you'll find another love
That gives you light, that gives you peace
That gives you everything I couldn't give you
I wish I could hug you, and
I know I don't deserve your forgiveness
That I hurt your heart
And I'm a castaway in this sea of your abandonment
I can't even forgive myself.... and

I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you
I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you