A Mi (part. Dj Figu)

I just wanted your protection
And of course your success
I wanted you to be mine
Not my possession
That it came from you to be mine
Because love shouldn't be forced

Of course that hurt me
I felt sad and didn’t know what to do
While I loved you with all my heart
You were with another woman

But time has passed
I had to see each sunrise alone
While I loved you with all my heart
You were with another woman

There were many nights in silence
You to me, to me, to me, to me

You left me in a dark pit
Just me and my wall
The truth was hard, I swear
In a hurry, you walked towards a future
Where I wasn’t, and I won’t be, I assure you

Your feelings for me weren’t so healthy
When you humiliated me and accused me of being the villain
Besides wasting my time loving you in vain
It wasn’t always caresses that your hands gave me

I felt like a ghost inside a train
Wandering through its cars with my soul held hostage
If you left me alone then good luck
Now let me be, I have the right to choose too

You wanted another world, you have that right
I fell and went away in silence crying at the ceiling
I had to pack my pieces
I was left with a hole in my chest like Frankenstein
In a room, a wreck

I was your trash, now I’m your desire
A twist of how many degrees you turned from hell to heaven
In me don’t look for emotion, love, or comfort
If you want to cry, it’s your choice, there’s the ground

Leave me with my mental problems
My pain is no longer your concern and your words don’t matter
That sad story about my love doesn’t work for you anymore
The tears you talked about were never real

You pushed me to your abysses
The hatred in your gaze
Made me reject myself
Life in an earthquake
From illusion you changed to a mirage
I don’t believe you, buddy, that you want me, it’s pure cynicism

Understanding it was hard for me
No matter how much it was explained
Because it’s not the same to be hurt than to be shattered
Now I live in the present
You’re part of the past
What I have left to live
Won’t be by your side

No, of course that hurt me
I felt sad and didn’t know what to do
While I loved you with all my heart
You were with another woman

But time has passed
I had to see each sunrise alone
While I loved you with all my heart
You were with another woman

There were many nights in silence
You to me, to me, to me, to me

You went high in tones
You didn’t stop at any sign that said stop
Calm blinds you at the edge taking the leap
You have everything, but you cry yourself to sleep because I’m missing

We spent time eating from the same plate
I stayed years where I was only sought for a while
Let’s say it was life, neither your fault nor my ingratitude
Keep the reason, I’ll pick up the pieces

As time goes by, it heals you
In my shadow, your figure is no longer there
Without you, I crossed a very dark dawn
With the sad Moon and your broken picture in the trash

I was afraid to feel your emptiness and ended up accepting it
For your peace and for my own good
It’s true, I won’t deny it, I felt cold
When I saw you smiling happily
While I cried for you like a river

You left me behind without Moon and without honey
You forgot me, you know you were cruel to me
You denied me the presence of your hands on my skin
And in the end, loneliness played its role better than you

Of course that hurt me
I felt sad and didn’t know what to do
While I loved you with all my heart
You were with another woman

But time has passed
I had to see each sunrise alone
While I loved you with all my heart
You were with another woman

There were many nights in silence
You to me, to me, to me, to me