Especial (Run Version)

Waking up in a cycle called living
The eyes of the world are betting on me
I don’t understand what this feeling for you is
What’s dominating my being, my existence
I see the shadows lurking around my faith
And I’m just exploring a sea of whys
If there are no chosen ones to resist
Why is there hope pushing me to live?

If I’m special, tell me what you see?
Why must I suffer to understand?
If I’m special, is it to decide
If there’s darkness or light inside me?
If I’m special, tell me what you see?
Why do you test me? I want to know!
If I’m special, what do you want from me?
What’s the point of all this if I chose you?

Am I just a weapon without a heart?
A lost human on my mission?
Is my strength my curse or my salvation?
Or is it my refuge in confusion?
Is love just another illusion?
Doesn’t a warrior know about forgiveness?
If there are no chosen ones to resist
Why is there hope pushing me to rise?

Why do you ask me to be the best?
Fighting and winning is my only option
If I’m so strong, can I also yield?
If in the end, I’m never gonna lose?

If I’m special, tell me what you see?
Why must I suffer to understand?
If I’m special, is it to decide
If there’s darkness or light inside me?
If I’m special, tell me what you see?
Why do you test me? I want to know!
If I’m special, what do you want from me?
What’s the point of all this? If I chose you?