Llorando La Carta

Not the months, nor the years
With their crazy fantasies
Nor the pleasure from your charms
Where I dulled my soul

None of that has managed
To change anything yet
From the past, its memories
So bitter for me

To friends and strangers
I showed them my flaws
I cried so much misery without making them understand
That I was asking just to ease the bad luck
That misfortune made me know one day

How many nights my melancholic and gloomy soul
Remembered your past of lust and pleasure
I couldn't come to terms with thinking that the next day
You wouldn't have a bite, not even something to eat

And as long as you wouldn't sell your sweet kisses again
Or let yourself be groped by the filthy orgy
For you, who were my glory, I begged for some change
Not thinking that in return for that
You'd pay me back so poorly

Time passed and one night
When the shine of your finery
Once again, fortune opened your heart
I went to your door because I was very sick and down on my luck
And you closed that door in front of me, without compassion

I was left speechless; I couldn't believe that you, my partner
For whom in other days I even pawned my name
Would stoop so low, not even in a game
And through tears of blood, I forgave your disdain

But like everything comes to an end in life
Where nothing is lasting, neither joy nor sorrow
I too, in the end
Managed to close the wound
That the knife of misery

Made bleed in my chest
And so if one day
Misfortune tries to pull you

To make you fall back into the mud
Don't forget that in the depths of my bitter and fierce life
You'll always have a good friend even though you've acted so poorly