La histeria

Confusing clues
I see the arrival and stay behind
Lying to oneself
leaves you at the service of others

The hysteria dies when you leave
you ask then complain about pleasure
Should I always resign?

It's that something is missing
it's that it wasn't what I asked for
to the world you scold
you never have another option
your beautiful face rots
when you lie to yourself
Should I always resign?