La Noche

Realize I'm here
Or do you practice ignoring?
I only brought a notion of myself
Another party to hate

The night never shows
all the truth
The only pleasure in me
is my loneliness
Although I want to go
and reach you
I can't

Cruel to the point of existing
Very confusing in responding
I take little time to fix myself
I never have anything to say

I would like to be sure
and not fear speaking
Stand in front of you
and hear your denial
and just keep
having fun
and I can't