Billete de Vuelta

I tried going out, every Saturday night
I tried getting drunk until the sun hides, but no
But no
I thought it was easy
To get out of this hole
That the street would brainwash me
But no
But no

That you're still in me
That I still go for you
And your memory torments and poisons me strongly at night
That you're still in me
That I still go for you
That one doesn't know what they have until they lose it, and that's why I wonder

What price does your return ticket have?
I know I behaved a little badly and crossed the line
But I swear I'm doing terribly
Since we're at war
That I can't have a normal life if you're not in it
Months go by and I'm still the same

I tried in a thousand ways
Trying to keep my mind awake
Even if it meant filling it with shitty stories
And I realize too late

I don't know how long this storm will last
I know I didn't behave entirely well
That I lost my balance for a second unintentionally
But I think I paid my penalty long ago

From the moment I could finally open my eyes
And discover that you're the only one I loved
How to accept that I lost
A whole life by your side

For a stupid moment
For a cheap thrill
At what moment did my mind tempt me to be a tyrant
That night Lucifer won and signed my murder

I don't know what more you expect from me
At your doorstep on my knees
So you come back to me
I lost all my dignity
You bought the one-way ticket without thinking of returning

What price does your return ticket have?
I know I behaved a little badly and crossed the line
But I swear I'm doing terribly
Since we're at war
That I can't have a normal life
If you're not in it
Months go by and I'm still the same

I tried going out every Saturday night
I tried getting drunk until the sun hides
But no
But no