El Mar

You will know that I still count the days
And however you are, wherever you are, you are in my life
That I am cruel with my mistakes
You know that very well, you know me very well

But you will never know how much your name hurts
I don't lose faith and I keep waiting for you
I feel like a lost child
Who didn't learn, doesn't want to play
Dream or cry, nor smile without you

I am not who I am if I don't have you
I believe in God's hands
And not in this absurd pain
Looking at the sea no longer helps me, it doesn't give me peace
I live off the last kiss I keep in my soul

You will never know how much your name hurts
I don't lose faith and I keep waiting for you
And this loneliness that keeps embracing me
Stays here, doesn't want to leave
And I don't know what to do or what to say
Love, here without you, I don't know, I don't know how to live