Brinquedo Assassino

Every kid dreams of being happy
Thrown into the world, a crime apprentice
Smell of death hanging in the air
Santa Claus in black came to take me away

God shine on the paradise of the child
Even their problems come from kindergarten
Even if the cops didn’t kill, it’d be a good thing
Even if a pastor in the psycho steals from someone
'Cause life always offered me death
Death called me to toast, offering me luck
Never did anyone give me a passing grade
When I went to steal, they called me aggressive

I came from a broken family
Where hunger turned a man's mother into a maid
For the rich to step on, to infuriate, to drive me mad
It was then that an old man came to tell me
First, they’ll give you a gun and some stuff
To sell on the corner and get the kids hooked
Then they’ll give you a car, a house with a pool and all
Then the devil comes knocking at my door

Killer toy won’t leave my mind
It was made of steel, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy won’t leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many

Killer toy won’t leave my mind
It was made of steel, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy won’t leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many

I was playing video games when someone called me
I got up, opened the door, didn’t even see who shot
My hand’s cold, I can’t feel my arm
Can’t move from the neck down
All over my body, the bitter chill of cold
The echo of the gunshot
The monster hurt me
If I’d had a chance, I’d be a player
A rap singer to express my pain

I know what the world always offered us
Here comes the rotten part, many against us
Poverty and frustration, the soul in revolt
In calm, you feel the trauma all around you
Paradise is my hiding place
Normal for me
To see a hostage die of hunger in captivity
And even if it drags me and gags me in tragedy
To the middle class, I’m just another attraction
A circus act in comedy
My world built like a sandcastle
Shaped with a lot of drugs in my veins
I abandoned school, the street became my shelter
In the hustle, an aggressive speech

I saw my own blood running down my face
I remember a couple of believers said I’d die
After a few seconds, the crowd came to stare
With eyes bulging out and my body in agony

Killer toy won’t leave my mind
It was made of steel, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy won’t leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many

Killer toy won’t leave my mind
It was made of steel, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy won’t leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many

My heart stopped and a black angel showed me the way
Where I’d find roses or thorns
I continued on the path, saw a baby begging
Bush, Saddam playing ball

Uncle Scrooge gave me money
A beautiful nurse and a nun said this
May God free you from darkness
Read Job for the new generation, a better world

I saw Hebe, Xuxa in a nursing home
Blonde Pelé in Europe
Asking for exile
It felt like a nightmare, I was vomiting blood
My whole body froze, I could barely hear

In the scream of the aunt, help, I was dead
I felt her warm hand on my face
I don’t know, will I live in heaven with the orphans
Or will they rip my chest open in a hospital and sell my organs

Before, on horseback, four wheels is the future
I was gonna kill too
They laid me down full of holes
I remembered my parents' advice
They said don’t go, I wanted more

The machine of man connected to the heart
God touched my soul saying I am salvation
If you can live without crime, without drugs
And today I tear through the world in a wheelchair

I always dreamed of rapping
But the world put many barriers in my way
And today my story is represented in the voice of the family
May God light your path

Killer toy won’t leave my mind
It was made of steel, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy won’t leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many

Killer toy won’t leave my mind
It was made of steel, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy won’t leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many