Madurar

I feel lonely
I feel stupid
But I don't want to reach the point of feeling nothing

Time passed and you didn't mature
That's hard for you to accept
I think it's time to change

You tried to find meaning in your life
You found more than one reason to stay here
But it wasn't enough
Everything bored you

I know it's so easy to lose control
And now it's hard to regain it

And in your head it sounds
Your old man's voice
Repeating that you have to mature
You'll be of legal age soon
And you're still the same idiot
On the path you're on, you'll never have a car
There are no more neurons
To burn

You never knew when to change
Because you already have what you deserve
Punished again
You never knew when to stop