Reírme Sin Ti (part. Marasmo)

It only gets lost if we give it up
From the start, I knew this would hurt
I’m being honest, no matter how much it’s hurt me
I would always choose to meet you again

I still have that spot where we kissed
And a list of those we haven’t been with
A song that reminds me of you here by my side
And the one I’m writing now that it’s all over

I thought it would be easy to forget you, but honestly, I can’t, because I can’t
My friends tell me that distancing myself shows you I still care, but maybe I don’t want to
Because you were the one who taught me how to love myself first

You’ll be my forever, and for you
It’ll be the next one after me
I refuse to be happy if you’re not here
And I cry so I don’t laugh without you
I’ll probably sleep
With you on my mind
And you’re not going anywhere
I refuse to be happy if you’re not here
And I cry so I don’t laugh without you

Your picture still on the table
I don’t want to put it away
I listen to your voice notes alone
Just to not forget you
I love you because I know you, but understand this
I hate you because you won’t let me keep doing it

Everything ended so fast
There are things I wanted to tell you and never did because the last kiss doesn’t warn
You stopped flying to heal my wing
And you know I’d take a bullet for you

I thought it would be easy to forget you, but honestly, I can’t, because I can’t
My friends tell me that distancing myself shows you I still care, but maybe I don’t want to
Because you were the one who taught me how to love myself first

You’ll be my forever, and for you
It’ll be the next one after me
I refuse to be happy if you’re not here
And I cry so I don’t laugh without you
I’ll probably sleep
With you on my mind
And you’re not going anywhere
I refuse to be happy if you’re not here
And I cry so I don’t laugh without you