Ay (feat. Ramil)

Yeah, it ain't easy, yeah, it ain't easy
I'm counting matches under your window
I wish I could knock, but you're so far away
A hundred thousand miles between us

Hey, the cap's pressing on my brain
Hey, I'm shouting to you, even though you're close
Gimme a cure for this pain
You know I'm not a junkie
Why don't you believe me, babe?
I-I-I, salt in my veins paints the smoke
I-I-oh, I don't want you to see me like this
Carefree and young
Sweet, pale, like a marshmallow
Always singing about love

Instead of a snack, a couple of shots
A couple-couple shots, on the windowsill
With her, a couple of shots, we breathe in the haze
Two cans of tonic, I can't do without you
Instead of-instead of a snack, a couple of shots
A couple-couple shots, on the windowsill
With her, a couple of shots, we breathe in the haze
Two cans of tonic, I can't do without you

My mom told me about love, but son, don’t smoke too much
We're alone at home with the girl, just us, smoking
Just run away, where — don’t tell me
I don’t want to look for you or wait by the door
Just let me know that you’re hitting the shots without coughing
On the windowsill, roughly going in circles with you, my friend
Again, I can't smell the booze, again, the shores don’t hold
Don’t get into the scene, 'cause you’re burning alone

Hey, salt in my veins paints the smoke
Hey, I don't want you to see me like this
Carefree and young
Sweet, pale, like a marshmallow
Always singing about love
Hey, salt in my veins paints the smoke
Hey, I don't want you to see me like this
Carefree and young
Sweet, pale, like a marshmallow
Always singing about love

Instead of a snack, a couple of shots
A couple-couple shots, on the windowsill
With her, a couple of shots, we breathe in the haze
Two cans of tonic, I can't do without you
Instead of-instead of a snack, a couple of shots
A couple-couple shots, on the windowsill
With her, a couple of shots, we breathe in the haze
Two cans of tonic, I can't do without you

I don’t know if you see, if you see
Something more than just getting drunk
Just wasting cash
On your mom's card with no balance
Stop loving me in pieces
And smoke it up, 'cause I’ve already decided
If I’m gonna leave, I’m gonna leave like smoke
From your chest, babe, don’t, don’t, don’t breathe.