Hoy

Mom,
Don’t ask about my day
I’m just glad I’m better than yesterday
For you, things are simpler
But you didn’t know that
Today I sat in the back
Today I thought I’d never
Feel this heavy with my backpack

Flashbacks
Was I in debt to karma or what?
I didn’t hear the alarm
And suddenly I smashed it
(What?)
Mom
(What?)
(What?)
Mom
Yeah

Today I didn’t want to sing
Today I bought a smoke and I don’t know how to puff

I’ll see you later
The buses don’t run anymore
I walk down the middle of the street heading home
I’m on my way home
I’ll see you later
The neighbors shout at me, asking what’s wrong
There’s no one outside, just me heading home
But I’m on my way home

Girl,
I don’t know with whom
Everyone gives good advice
I try to do it right
But I get bummed if it’s not perfect
If I show up five minutes early
If I crack a joke at the wrong time
If you talk to me and I don’t respond
It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s just that I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know
I always tell myself I’ll be okay
Even if I spill my coffee in the morning
You treated me bad and I never complained
(Why?)
You treated me bad and I never complained
Babe

Today I didn’t want to sing
Today I bought a smoke and I don’t know how to puff

I’ll see you later
The buses don’t run anymore
I walk down the middle of the street heading home
I’m on my way home
I’ll see you later
The neighbors shout at me, asking what’s wrong
There’s no one outside, just me heading home
But I’m on my way home