Finding Shelter In My Larynx

In 'Finding Shelter In My Larynx,' $uicideBoy$ delve into themes of distrust, emotional turmoil, and the search for identity amidst chaos. The song opens with a stark declaration of everything being 'black,' setting a somber tone that reflects the artist's inner darkness. The line 'I'm screaming, fuck love, 'cause I guess I never got enough' reveals a deep-seated frustration and disillusionment with love, suggesting a history of emotional neglect or betrayal.

The lyrics are rich with metaphors and cultural references. The mention of 'shark attack' and releasing 'an album every summer' likens the artist's relentless work ethic to the predatory nature of a shark, always moving forward. The 'Grey gorilla' and 'gripping my harambe nuts' reference both the late gorilla Harambe and a sense of primal strength and defiance. The line 'How can I trust when my own blood be acting sus?' underscores a profound sense of betrayal, even from those closest to the artist.

The second verse continues to explore themes of isolation and mistrust. The artist describes a life where missed calls and unread texts are the norm, highlighting a sense of disconnection. The line 'I can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check, as a threat' speaks to the duality of being perceived as both a financial opportunity and a danger. The imagery of 'broken skeleton scattered' and 'buzzing 'cause of the flies' evokes a sense of decay and impermanence, yet the artist finds solace in the fact that they've gained a million listeners on Spotify overnight, suggesting a bittersweet victory in their struggle for recognition and validation.