122 Days

The song '122 Days' by $uicideBoy$ delves into themes of nonconformity, the struggle with personal demons, and the pursuit of identity in a world that often demands conformity. The lyrics express a clear rejection of a conventional lifestyle, symbolized by the desire not to have 'a wife and kids' or to 'die in this,' which could be interpreted as a metaphor for living a life that doesn't align with one's true self. The repetition of 'I'm not like you' emphasizes the artists' determination to maintain their individuality and resist societal pressures.

The song also touches on the artists' past experiences and their rise to fame. References to 'sold out shows 'round the globe twice' and feeling like a 'viceroy' suggest a reflection on their success. However, this success is contrasted with darker elements of their past, such as dealing with drugs and violence from a young age. The line 'Nobody can say they gave me a fucking thing' speaks to a sense of self-made success and overcoming adversity without help. The mention of 'FTP corduroy' is a nod to the streetwear brand FTP, which is often associated with the underground music scene and could symbolize the artists' roots and authenticity.

Despite their success, the $uicideBoy$ yearn for simplicity and happiness, as expressed in the lines 'I just want some happiness / To live a normal life again.' The desire to 'sleep late and do nothing' and to reconnect with family members 'like he actually my cousin' reflects a longing for normalcy and genuine relationships amidst the chaos of their lives. The song is a raw portrayal of the internal conflict between the allure of fame and the desire for a simpler, more authentic existence.