Tally

"Tally" by Twenty One Pilots delves into the complexities of personal failure and the burden of expectations. The song's protagonist reflects on their past decisions, acknowledging the loss of status and identity, symbolized by the phrase "lost my rank and title." This loss is portrayed as a conscious choice, a sacrifice made in pursuit of personal freedom and growth, yet it comes at a significant cost. The repeated mention of selling "at a discount" suggests a sense of undervaluing oneself or one's achievements, highlighting the internal conflict between ambition and self-worth.

The chorus introduces the idea of a "tally," a metaphor for keeping track of failures and disappointments. The protagonist admits to losing count, indicating a history of letting down those who care about them. Despite this, there is a persistent belief from a loved one, who continues to have faith in the protagonist's potential for redemption. This unwavering belief is both a source of comfort and guilt, as the protagonist grapples with the recurring image of heartbreak they cause. The song captures the tension between wanting to be loved and the fear of inevitable disappointment.

The imagery of "two lightning strikes" symbolizes the intense and unpredictable nature of relationships. The suggestion to "cut the line" reflects the internal debate about whether to continue a relationship that seems doomed to repeat past mistakes. Yet, the enduring belief from the loved one offers a glimmer of hope, suggesting that despite the protagonist's flaws, there is still a chance for reconciliation and growth. "Tally" ultimately explores themes of self-forgiveness, the struggle for personal redemption, and the power of unwavering belief in the face of repeated failures.