Gasoline

The Weeknd's song 'Gasoline' delves into a dark and introspective narrative, exploring themes of insomnia, addiction, and existential crisis. The lyrics open with the artist describing a restless state at 5 AM, unable to sleep and consumed by thoughts. This time of night is often associated with loneliness and introspection, setting the tone for the song's exploration of inner turmoil.

As the song progresses, The Weeknd touches on the destructive behaviors and the desire for a connection with someone who shares his sense of 'insanity.' The repeated references to '5 AM' and the inability to sleep suggest a cycle of self-destructive habits and a search for solace in another person. The act of wrapping hands around a neck and the mention of not letting him 'OD' (overdose) imply a toxic relationship that is both suffocating and the only source of safety for him. The song's chorus, with its haunting request to be wrapped in sheets and doused in gasoline after death, reflects a nihilistic view of life, where nothing holds meaning, and the end is met with a sense of relief rather than fear.

The Weeknd's music often navigates the darker aspects of human experience, and 'Gasoline' is no exception. The song's somber tone and lyrical content paint a picture of a person grappling with the void, the 'abyss,' and the struggle to find a reason to live. The mention of 'zero sum of tenderness' suggests that any affection or love is fleeting and ultimately inconsequential in the grand scheme. Despite the bleak outlook, there is a plea for human connection, a desperate grasp at something that might make life worth living, even if it's just for a moment.