Toy

Takayan's song "Toy" delves into the complexities of human relationships, particularly focusing on the feelings of being used and discarded. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who hides their true emotions and struggles to maintain a facade. The metaphor of holding onto a thorny hand suggests the pain and difficulty of clinging to a relationship that is inherently damaging. Despite the effort to connect, the love remains one-sided and unreciprocated, leading to a sense of isolation and self-doubt.

The song also explores the theme of self-worth and the desire to be loved and appreciated. The protagonist reflects on past relationships, realizing that their efforts to be loved were never truly acknowledged. The recurring phrase "Good night, disposable toy" underscores the feeling of being used for someone else's pleasure and then discarded. This sentiment is further emphasized by the lines about feeling happy only when needed, highlighting a cycle of dependency and self-deception.

Takayan's lyrics also touch on the internal conflict of wanting to break free from this cycle but feeling trapped by their own emotions. The protagonist contemplates drastic actions, like infidelity, to elicit a reaction, only to realize that the outcome would remain unchanged. The song concludes with a yearning for genuine happiness and a desire to understand what true happiness means. The final lines suggest a glimmer of hope, as the protagonist resolves to help themselves and look forward to a future where they can genuinely connect with someone who appreciates them for who they are.