I Close My Eyes

Sandra's song "I Close My Eyes" delves into the emotional turmoil of feeling alone and misunderstood in a relationship. The lyrics poignantly capture the recurring pain of separation and the longing for connection. The opening lines, "It's not the first time that I'm feeling, feeling alone / It's not the last time that tears will flow," set the stage for a narrative of repeated heartache. The singer's plea to a higher power and to anyone who might offer solace underscores the depth of her despair and her desperate need for understanding and support.

The chorus, where Sandra sings, "I close my eyes and see / A birth, a son of you and me / I close my eyes and feel / Your breath, your touch be there for me," reveals a poignant contrast between reality and fantasy. By closing her eyes, she escapes into a world where the relationship is whole and nurturing, symbolized by the imagery of a child and the intimate sensations of breath and touch. This dreamlike vision highlights her yearning for a deeper, more stable connection that seems elusive in her waking life.

The recurring theme of miscommunication is evident in the lines, "It's not the first time I say 'hello', you say 'goodbye' / A misunderstanding's the reason why." This suggests that the relationship is plagued by a cycle of misinterpretations and missed connections, leading to repeated farewells. Despite the shared dreams and long history, the couple struggles to bridge the gap between them. The song's emotional depth is amplified by Sandra's evocative delivery, making it a poignant exploration of love, loss, and the hope for reconciliation.