Ambivertido

Rosa de Saron's song 'Ambivertido' delves into the complexities of self-perception and the struggle between internal and external validation. The lyrics open with a greeting to a 'dear friend,' setting a conversational tone that invites the listener into an intimate dialogue. The mention of 'desneceselfies'—a portmanteau of 'desnecessário' (unnecessary) and 'selfies'—highlights the superficiality of social media and the pressure to present a curated version of oneself. The protagonist grapples with the desire to be seen and acknowledged, yet questions the authenticity of such portrayals.

The recurring uncertainty in the lyrics, expressed through phrases like 'Não sei' (I don't know) and 'Se é assim, se é pra mim' (If it's like this, if it's for me), underscores a deep-seated ambivalence. This ambivalence is further explored through the juxtaposition of beginnings and endings, errors and turning points, suggesting a cyclical nature of self-doubt and self-discovery. The protagonist is caught in a liminal space, unsure whether they are at the start of something new or the end of a chapter, reflecting a broader existential uncertainty.

The song also touches on themes of spirituality and isolation. The line 'Tão sedentos de Deus, solitários em si' (So thirsty for God, lonely in themselves) captures a yearning for divine connection amidst personal solitude. This spiritual thirst is contrasted with the coldness of 'paixões febris' (feverish passions) that fail to warm 'corações frios' (cold hearts). The protagonist's journey is one of seeking warmth and genuine connection in a world that often feels cold and indifferent. The repeated questioning of 'Eu sei?' (Do I know?) at the end of the song leaves the listener with a sense of unresolved introspection, mirroring the ongoing quest for self-understanding.