Particles

The song 'Particles' by Nothing But Thieves delves into the personal struggles of addiction and the impact it has on relationships. The lyrics paint a picture of someone who has been away from home for a long time, possibly due to touring as musicians often do, and is grappling with an addiction that they can't seem to overcome. The mention of a dry mouth and self-medication suggests a physical dependency, while the 'comedown' implies the aftermath of substance use.

The chorus of the song is a poignant plea for understanding and a willingness to change. The singer asks their partner to tell them if they are acting strangely and expresses a readiness to 'rearrange [their] particles' for them, which can be interpreted as a metaphor for making fundamental changes to one's behavior or essence for the sake of the relationship. This line highlights the desperation and depth of love the person feels, willing to transform themselves completely to maintain the bond with their partner.

The bridge of the song introduces a cry for help, asking a doctor for something to get through the night, which could be a metaphor for seeking relief from the mental and emotional pain caused by addiction. The song ends with a repetition of the chorus, reinforcing the central theme of the struggle between personal demons and the desire to change for someone they love. The song's raw emotion and honesty provide a window into the turmoil that addiction can create, not just for the individual, but also for those they are close to.