Breathing Underwater

Hot Milk's 'Breathing Underwater' is a poignant exploration of self-doubt, internal struggle, and the feeling of isolation. The song delves into the emotional turmoil of feeling like an imposter and the overwhelming pressure that comes with it. The opening lines, 'Am I an imposter or just a good liar for no good reason,' set the tone for a narrative steeped in self-questioning and insecurity. The metaphor of 'breathing underwater' vividly captures the sensation of being overwhelmed by one's own thoughts and emotions, as if drowning in a sea of doubt and fear.

The lyrics paint a picture of someone grappling with their inner demons, feeling as though they have become the very 'disease' they fear. The imagery of 'snakes that sing' and 'lungs filling with the sea' evokes a sense of being consumed by negativity and despair. The recurring theme of trying to 'breathe underwater' symbolizes the futile attempts to cope with these feelings, only to find oneself sinking deeper. The chorus, with its repetition of 'I tried breathing underwater, to drown out the doubt,' underscores the relentless nature of this internal battle.

The song also touches on the theme of broken promises and the absence of support. The line 'You said you'd always save me so where are you now?' highlights the pain of feeling abandoned by those who promised to be there. This sense of isolation is further emphasized by the repeated phrase 'dancing while drowning alone,' which conveys the paradox of trying to maintain a facade of normalcy while struggling internally. Hot Milk's raw and emotive delivery, combined with the powerful lyrics, makes 'Breathing Underwater' a compelling anthem for anyone who has ever felt overwhelmed by their own insecurities and doubts.