Ella que nunca fué ella

Gloria Trevi's song 'Ella que nunca fué ella' delves into the poignant story of a woman who never truly lived as herself. The repetitive refrain 'Ella que nunca fué ella' (She who never was herself) underscores the central theme of lost identity and unfulfilled potential. From the very beginning, the woman is depicted as a disappointment to her parents who had hoped for a son. This sets the stage for a life where her desires and dreams are constantly suppressed by societal and familial expectations.

The lyrics paint a vivid picture of her struggles. She dreams of becoming a dancer but is forced to study medicine, a career chosen for her by others. Her aspirations for love are also stifled, leading her to marry someone she does not love. The monotony and mediocrity of her life are captured in the lines about her daily chores, arguments, and the escapism found in television dramas. Her emotional turmoil is palpable as she hides her tears and frustration, presenting a facade of normalcy to the world while her heart aches in silence.

As the song progresses, the woman's life continues to unravel. Her children, who might have been a source of solace, eventually abandon her, leaving her in a nursing home. In a moment of introspection, she looks into a mirror and sees emptiness, symbolizing the void of a life unlived. She dreams of change and vows to be true to herself, but tragically, that 'tomorrow' never comes. Trevi's haunting lyrics and emotive delivery make 'Ella que nunca fué ella' a powerful commentary on the consequences of denying one's true self and the societal pressures that can lead to a life of regret and unfulfilled dreams.