Nightmares

In 'Nightmares,' ellise delves into the emotional aftermath of a toxic relationship, capturing the haunting presence of a past lover who continues to torment her even in her dreams. The song's lyrics paint a vivid picture of the protagonist's struggle to move on, as she finds herself sinking under the weight of her thoughts and memories. The opening lines, 'Sinking, so sick of thinking / Of all the things you need from me,' set the tone for the song, highlighting the overwhelming burden of expectations and the emotional toll it takes on her.

The recurring theme of being 'made out of glass' suggests a fragility and vulnerability that the protagonist feels, making her susceptible to the 'wounds' inflicted by her former partner's actions and words. The metaphor of 'gun wounds you just can't fix' further emphasizes the deep and irreparable damage caused by the lies and betrayals. Despite recognizing the harm, the protagonist admits to developing a habit of longing for the person who hurt her, illustrating the complex and often contradictory emotions involved in letting go of a toxic relationship.

The chorus, 'So now I see you in my nightmares / All by myself drowning in my tears,' encapsulates the central theme of the song: the inescapable pain and the haunting presence of the past lover. The repetition of 'You're to blame' underscores the accountability placed on the ex-partner for the protagonist's current state of distress. The song's raw and honest portrayal of emotional turmoil resonates with anyone who has experienced the lingering effects of a painful breakup, making 'Nightmares' a poignant exploration of heartache and healing.