I Remember

Devendra Banhart's song 'I Remember' is a hauntingly beautiful exploration of memory, loss, and the lingering effects of past trauma. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a relationship marked by both tender moments and deep sorrow. The opening lines, 'I remember a faraway laugh / A sweet caress / You'd help me zip up my dress,' evoke a sense of nostalgia for happier times, but this is quickly contrasted by darker memories that follow.

The song delves into the complexities of a troubled relationship, possibly with a parental figure, as suggested by lines like 'Your own flesh and blood / I did wonder why.' The imagery of '21 shells wrapped in my nest' and 'All I ever saw was the red in your eyes' hints at a violent or abusive environment. The repetition of 'I remember' throughout the song underscores the inescapable nature of these memories, which continue to haunt the narrator.

Banhart's plea, 'Please, don't let what was get in the way of what's next / Don't forget / That what's to come hasn't come yet,' serves as a poignant reminder of the importance of moving forward despite a painful past. The song's melancholic tone is amplified by Banhart's gentle, almost whispering vocal delivery, which adds an intimate layer to the storytelling. 'I Remember' is a powerful reflection on how past experiences shape our present and future, urging listeners to acknowledge their pain while also holding onto hope for what lies ahead.