Celeste
d4vd
The Intoxicating Allure of Love and Longing
In "Celeste," d4vd explores the intoxicating and sometimes tumultuous nature of love, capturing the highs and lows of a passionate relationship. The song opens with a reflection on the natural high that love provides, contrasting it with the artificial high of substances like weed. This sets the stage for a narrative that delves into the emotional complexities of being deeply in love, where the simple act of holding someone can evoke profound feelings.
The lyrics reveal a yearning for deeper connection, as the protagonist wishes to be their partner's valentine and expresses a desire to make Cupid "suicidal," a hyperbolic way of saying that their love is so intense it defies conventional understanding. This intensity is further highlighted by the protagonist's wish to ease their partner's mind, though they acknowledge the challenge of their partner only opening up when under the influence. This dynamic suggests a struggle to maintain a genuine connection amidst personal barriers.
The recurring mention of Celeste, with her name tattooed on the protagonist's chest, symbolizes a permanent mark of love and obsession. The imagery of smelling her on clothes and hearing her voice with every breath underscores the all-consuming nature of their affection. However, there's an underlying fear that the love might be conditional, only present in moments of vulnerability or physical intimacy. This fear, coupled with the longing and depression from missing Celeste, paints a picture of a love that is both beautiful and burdensome, leaving the protagonist in a state of emotional turmoil.