Lo Que Soy
C.R.O
The Unchanging Heartbeat of Love and Identity
In "Lo Que Soy," C.R.O delves into the complexities of love, identity, and the unchanging nature of personal choices. The song opens with a poignant admission of enduring love, acknowledging that the artist may never stop loving someone who perhaps never saw him as significant. This sets the stage for a reflection on self-worth and the reasons behind being loved, suggesting that the person loved him for who he truly is, rather than for any superficial attributes.
The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a lifestyle filled with nightlife, indulgence, and a search for fleeting pleasures. C.R.O describes nights spent with friends, seeking temporary distractions in the form of parties and champagne. Despite this seemingly glamorous lifestyle, there's an underlying sense of emptiness and longing. The repetition of the phrase "que ya no hay ninguna que cure mi mal" (there's no one to cure my ailment) underscores a deep-seated dissatisfaction and the realization that these external pursuits cannot fill the void left by a lost love.
Throughout the song, there's a recurring theme of inevitability and acceptance. The imagery of falling leaves symbolizes the passage of time and the constancy of change, yet the artist acknowledges that some things, like his feelings and the absence of his loved one, remain unchanged. This acceptance of life's unalterable aspects is both a source of melancholy and a testament to the artist's authenticity, as he remains true to himself despite the circumstances.