Tristura

Carlos Sadness's song 'Tristura' delves deep into the themes of solitude, self-discovery, and the emotional turmoil that accompanies these experiences. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who has chosen to isolate themselves from the world to better understand their own identity. The opening lines suggest a transformation, where the protagonist feels they know themselves better since becoming 'another.' This indicates a journey of self-exploration, where solitude becomes a necessary companion for introspection.

The song's imagery is rich with metaphors that highlight the protagonist's isolation. References to constellations of little brightness and the sound of crickets emphasize the quiet and contemplative nature of their solitude. The line 'if everything I have goes with me in this absurd coat that is my skin, I don't get cold, my friend' suggests that the protagonist finds comfort in their own company, even if it means being alone. This solitude, however, is not without its pain, as the protagonist acknowledges the loss of connection with others and the words that went unheard.

The recurring theme of escaping time and the desire to be lost underscores the protagonist's struggle with the passage of time and the memories of past relationships. The lyrics 'I will cry of loneliness, but I had to escape' and 'I will die of loneliness, and thus you will not find me' reflect a profound sense of resignation and acceptance of their solitary path. The song also touches on the difficulty of reconnecting with others after a long period of isolation, as seen in the lines about waiting for a bus at the stop of laughter and losing it. Ultimately, 'Tristura' is a poignant exploration of the complexities of solitude, the pain of disconnection, and the bittersweet journey of self-discovery.