Sylvester

Bess Atwell's song 'Sylvester' delves into themes of self-worth, uncertainty, and the lengths one might go to seek validation. The lyrics paint a picture of someone grappling with their insecurities and the constant need for approval. The opening lines, 'Couldn’t ever let go of a what if / I can turn right up where I'm not wanted,' suggest a person who is haunted by possibilities and often finds themselves in situations where they feel out of place. This sets the tone for a narrative of self-doubt and the quest for reassurance.

The recurring metaphor of keeping one's head underwater symbolizes the struggle to maintain composure and sanity under pressure. The line 'See how fast I can run that track' implies a relentless pursuit of goals or approval, even when it feels like faith is unraveling. The mention of Sylvester, likely referring to the famous disco singer Sylvester James, who was known for his flamboyant performances and resilience, adds a layer of complexity. It suggests that the narrator is willing to put on a facade or perform to meet expectations, even if it means losing a part of themselves in the process.

The chorus, 'And I know better I think / About it all the time,' reflects a constant internal battle. The narrator is aware of their tendencies and the toll it takes on them, yet they can't seem to break free from the cycle. The song's closing lines, 'All my faith is unraveling, travelling / All that heart yet you can’t look back,' encapsulate the essence of the struggle. Despite having a lot of heart and effort, the inability to move forward without looking back at past mistakes or doubts remains a significant hurdle. 'Sylvester' is a poignant exploration of the human condition, highlighting the complexities of self-worth and the often painful journey towards self-acceptance.