Evaporated

Ben Folds' song 'Evaporated' delves into the complex emotions of regret, introspection, and the search for meaning in life. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a man reflecting on his past decisions and the things he has both kept and discarded along the way. The opening lines set the tone for this introspective journey, as the protagonist grapples with the uncertainty of where he has ended up and whether the things he once cared about were worth the sacrifices he made. This sense of being 'pent up and proud' suggests a struggle with pride and the consequences of holding onto it too tightly.

The song's narrative continues with the protagonist waking up late, feeling hungover and old, and walking barefoot down the road. This imagery evokes a sense of vulnerability and a desire to reconnect with simpler times. The mention of thinking about his 'old man' and the universal desire of men to 'get into a car and go anywhere' highlights a longing for escape and freedom. The chorus, with its poignant lines 'here I stand - sad and free' and 'God...what have I done,' captures the essence of regret and the realization of the impact of one's actions.

As the song progresses, the protagonist expresses a sense of numbness and indifference to loss, a feeling that 'it's all smiles and business these days.' This detachment from emotions is contrasted with the faith that there is a soul somewhere guiding him, though he remains uncertain of the direction. The metaphor of pouring his heart out only for it to evaporate underscores the futility and transient nature of his efforts. The imagery of a blind man on a canyon's edge, a kite flying high and random, and slumping over in a vacant room further emphasizes the themes of disorientation and searching for meaning. The song concludes with the chorus, leaving the listener with a profound sense of melancholy and introspection.