Break My Heart Myself (feat. Travis Barker)

Bebe Rexha's 'Break My Heart Myself' is a candid portrayal of her personal struggles with mental health, set to the backdrop of a pop-punk soundscape featuring the drumming of Travis Barker. The song opens with a playful introduction where Bebe uses a pseudonym, 'Stevie,' before correcting herself, hinting at the disorientation caused by her medication. The reference to Klonopin, a medication used to treat panic disorders, sets the tone for a track that delves into the complexities of managing mental health with pharmaceutical aids.

The chorus of 'Break My Heart Myself' is a powerful assertion of independence and self-reliance. Bebe Rexha sings about not needing anyone else to 'make me sick, to make me ill,' suggesting that she is fully capable of causing her own emotional pain. This could be interpreted as a commentary on the internal battles one faces with mental health issues, where the individual can be their own worst enemy. The repeated line 'I can break my heart myself' serves as a stark reminder of the self-destructive tendencies that can accompany mental illness.

The song also touches on the fear of succumbing to one's inner demons, as illustrated by the lines 'There's a jumper on Hollywood and the one I want / And I'm scared, I could be that one.' This is a poignant moment in the song, acknowledging the very real danger of mental health leading to tragic outcomes. Overall, 'Break My Heart Myself' is a raw and honest exploration of Bebe Rexha's experiences with mental health, wrapped in a catchy melody that belies the depth of its content.