And I Drove You Crazy

Banks' song 'And I Drove You Crazy' delves into the complexities of a tumultuous relationship, marked by intense emotions and a sense of regret. The lyrics reflect a deep yearning to uplift and support each other, yet the relationship is fraught with misunderstandings and emotional turmoil. The repeated line 'All I wanted was to lift each other up' underscores the initial intention of mutual support and love, but the reality of the relationship falls short of this ideal. The singer acknowledges her inability to navigate the relationship effectively, leading to pain and confusion for both parties.

The chorus, with its repetitive questioning 'What are you looking for,' highlights the singer's desperate attempts to meet her partner's needs and expectations. Despite her efforts to be everything her partner wanted, she realizes that her actions only drove him crazy. This repetition emphasizes the cyclical nature of their struggles and the frustration of unmet expectations. The phrase 'and I drove you crazy' serves as a poignant admission of her role in the relationship's downfall, suggesting a sense of guilt and self-awareness.

In the latter part of the song, the singer reflects on the red flags she ignored and the mutual harm caused by the relationship. The lines 'I should've seen that you would only mess me up' and 'I should've seen eventually you would give up' reveal a painful recognition of the inevitable end. This introspection adds a layer of melancholy to the song, as the singer comes to terms with the fact that their love, despite its good intentions, was ultimately destructive. Banks' emotive delivery and the haunting melody further amplify the song's themes of love, regret, and self-realization.