Blowing Out The Flame

Avantasia's song 'Blowing Out The Flame' delves into the emotional turmoil of a person who feels lost, isolated, and overwhelmed by their own complexities. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who has sacrificed their soul and reason for fleeting pleasures and acclaim, only to find themselves in a state of mental devastation. The imagery of 'selling my soul for diamonds' and 'begging for white angels' suggests a desperate search for something to fill an inner void, but these pursuits have only led to further disillusionment.

The song's protagonist reflects on their attempts to find solace and meaning, growing 'funny flowers where roses never grew' and staying awake all night, haunted by dreams of a lost connection. The line 'I tried to take the sun and I went blind' symbolizes the blinding consequences of reaching for unattainable ideals. The repeated plea for someone to tell them if this is 'the way it's meant to be' underscores their confusion and sense of abandonment.

As the song progresses, the protagonist acknowledges their self-pity and vices as temporary shelters from their pain. They lament that their true self was never seen or understood by the one they cared for, leading to a profound sense of worthlessness. The recurring theme of playing a 'losing game' and crying in desperation highlights their ongoing struggle with mental devastation. Ultimately, the act of 'blowing out the flame' signifies a resignation to their fate, extinguishing the last remnants of hope and passion in their life.